
I try to break longer races into manageable pieces, so for today, it was about going from aid station to aid station. The first part of the trail is pretty technical, but with enough rocks, at least you weren't sliding around in mud. The rain pelted down steadily, but the miles were rolling by. Made it through the first aid station, then it's about the same distance to the next one. Again, conditions weren't too bad, so overall I was happy with how we were moving. The 25k turnaround came in roughly where I had hoped based on the conditions (and the promises from last year that the second half of the course was easier with many more 'runnable' sections of trail) and at that point, I was still hoping to have a good showing overall. The next section from the 25k turnaround to Dana's Aid Station, proved to be much tougher than expected. By this point, the mud was getting thicker and the rain was still coming down. I walked much more than planned and didn't make it Dana's near as fast as I had hoped. I still thought maybe, just maybe, the race could be salvaged.

Finally, we had reached the turnaround and Tony's Aid Station. Surprisingly enough, he didn't want a hug from this wet, muddy gal! I asked him how Justin was and he said he was doing just fine, not complaining of any injuries and in good spirits. We gathered up a few snacks and headed back out. The first section of the trail back actually seemed to go by pretty quickly, so I had high hopes for the time back to Dana's to pass quickly. Sadly enough, that was not the case. This section really sucked at my soul. It was slick, it was hard to even walk, it seemed like I was making no progress at all. It's times like these that the mind will start to mess with you. I was questioning the sanity of what I was doing. Why am I out here? Why do I do this to myself? Then I remind myself…because this is fun! I love running, I love trail running, I love the people I've met and become friends with through trail running and I love being that role model for my three girls.

me as we started back down the trail. Just a short section back to the 25K turnaround and then we're ¾ the way done!
At this point, I hit what Reina later called a very 'bad' place for me. I don't deal well with being down during a race because it rarely happens. I'm not saying I always have good races, just that usually, I can roll with the punches and just keep plugging along, but I was having a hard time. We had moved along with 3 other runners for a good stretch, but then stopped for a call of nature break and to get a little more fuel; I was in need of some motivation. About this point, Adam and Jason happened across us. Following Adam as he was trying to maintain a decent pace and listening to Jason telling stories and just making us laugh worked magic on me. We even ran into Ken (the 8th Knight in the Hall of Pain) and trekked with him for awhile. All of this combined made the trek to the last aid station much more bearable.

My first Flat Rock 50k was a mental challenge beyond any I have ever done. To all the runners out there, from the first finishers at just under 5 hours to the last finishers, crossing the finish line with seconds to spare
to beat that 11 hour cutoff, we all won on this day! Big thanks to Eric and all of the Epic Ultra Brigade for all the long hours you put in. The smiling faces and kind words mean the world to each of us. And to all the
other runners out there, the words of encouragement on the trail and the celebration for others at the finish line show what the trail running community means to each of you! BE EPIC!
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